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Its been a while since I've been around here or even written anything to be posted in this page... WEll this journal entry isn't bout that... It's been a while since the last time I logged on here, watched everyone's new submitted art work or literature... Even longer since I've talked to any of the ppl that constantly checked my page to see what new stuff I had up... For that I'm sorry... A lot of things have been going on in my life... I had lil time to work on this page, and when I occassionaly logged on, I felt unmotivated to do anything... Well this entry isn't entirely bout an apology lol or at least I didnt mean to orginally...

I want to thank everyone that constantly checked up my new deviations, constantly checked up on me, or just happened to view my page and read up on my things even if there's no comments... Many of you of whom I had the pleasure to talk to regularly were of great help and great motivation during the time I was a regular member of DA... You guys are part of a chapter of my life that is very dear to me and from which I've learn a lot... Even if any of you weren't very close to me, and viceversa, you still left your mark on me, either with a comment, a message, or one of your own deviations that caught my attention... To all of you, I appreciate everything you've done, written or created... It was a wonderful chapter of my life being part of this place... But everything has an end, or sometimes maybe just a pause, a delay...

This is not a goodbye note, this is not farewell... This is a... I'll try to check up on some of you... and leave my mark on you as well... To all... I wish the best for each of you...

cupid hath pulled back his sweetheart's bow
to cast divine arrows into her soul
to grab her attention swift and quick
or morrow the marrow of her bones be thick
with turpentine kisses and mistaken blows

see the devil may do as the devil may care
her loves none sweeter as sweeter the dare
her mouth the mischief he doth seek
her heart the captive of which he speaks
so note all ye lovers in love with the sound
your world be shattered with nary a note
of one cupids arrow under your coat

and in the land of star crossed lovers
and barren hearted wanderers
forever lost in forsaken missives and satan's pull
we seek the unseekable and we speak the unspeakable
our hopes dead gathering dust to dust
in faith, in compassion, and in love

cupid de locke - smashing pumpkins

Journal entry seven

Eterna Soledad, el tiempo danza en la madrugada
y no podès dormir, si estan todas las luces apagadas
Ya se fue el tren y esta calle nunca más será igual.
Aprendiste a tener miedo pero hay que correr el riesgo
de levantarse y seguir cayendo.

No hay nada que perder cuando ya nada queda en el vaso.
Y no podés saber que fuerte es el poder de un abrazo.
Ya se fue el tren y esta calle nunca más será igual.
Aprendiste a tener miedo pero hay que correr el riesgo
de levantarse y seguir cayendo.
Pero hay que coger el riesgo, de levantarse y seguir cayendo.

Yo lo sé que nadie te dijo para que todos están aquí.
Yo sé la soledad te da un cierto confort, no te deja mirar.
Eterna soledad, Eterna soledad... sé que la gente busca tu consejo.
Hay que correr el riesgo de levantarse y seguir cayendo.
Pero hay que correr el riesgo de levantarse y seguir cayendo.

Eterna Soledad - Enanitos Verdes

Journal entry six

El tiempo vale y la vida toma curvas intensas
y con la carga a la espalda es mas dificil la trama
pues queriendote y en soledad ya te necesito en mi cama
pues el corazon en tiempo pasion no se calma con una  
llamada hooo noooo!!!!! ()

Entre unas copas de vino me ahogo en mi dilema
esta distancia no es buena no no vale la pena no nono.....
no puedo explicar esta cancion, lo que corre por mis venas
yo solo pido regreses antes que se apague, que se apague   nuestra vela

Dame, da dame damela
Dame tus fuerzas para yo seguir contigo
Dame, da dame damela
Dame tu presencia o ya no juegues conmigo
Dame, da dame damela
Dame tus besos que yo te dare los mios
Dame, da dame damela
Dame tu presencia o ya echame al olvido
Como se para el dolor
Como salgo de esta procesion
Dimelo no no...

Dame tus fuerzas
Dame tu luz
Dame un motivo
Damelo tu
Dame tus dias
Dame tus noches
Yo te dare de amor un derroche
Si tu vuelves
Yo te dare
Un arcoiris
Mucho color
Todas mis canciones
Y mis emocion
Entre mi invierno
Dame calor

La secta - damela

FIFHT JOURNAL ENTRY

Today i had another pathetic night.  Didnt know what to do today so i called some friends.  They came to my house, and we stayed all fucking night in my place.  We just drank all night, but still, it was boring.  Im getting tired of the same thing.  Other thing i do besides that is go to metal concert, play pool, and drink.  Im feeling pathetic.